Butter.

Butter shouldn't hurt so much. All I wanted was to put butter on my frickin bread. Every time I try and eat around my mom she gives me this look. This look like I am the most disgusting thing she has ever seen. She makes me feel so horrible about myself. I already know I'm fat. Why does she have to remind me all the time? I know that i'm ugly. I know that I will never be good enough. I know. I know. I don't need to be reminded of my shortcomings.