So I realize that what I'm posting is rather dismal lately, but I don't really care. This is a place I come to not be judged.
Lately I feel like I'm never going to amount to anything. I just feel like all my dreams and goals are a bit useless. I wonder what it would be like to start over.
Sometimes when I'm on facebook, I look at my friends' pages, and I get sick. Sick cause they're prettier, smarter, more accomplished, and just over all better than I am. I know that makes me a horrible person for being jealous, but I just wish that I could do one thing well.
On the plus side, i learned that I'm not actually a slacker when it comes to school. The reason that college has been pretty much a breeze is cause i worked my frickin butt off in High School while people around me were slacking it, which actually makes me a bit more of an achiever than them. That sounds bitter and prideful, and it probably is, but at least i'm good at one dang thing.
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